Do not interpret your not doing as not doing. Seeking what feels right on your spiritual journey is the supreme doing you can experience. Do not stab in the dark like so many, always jumping into whatever shows up.
Be patient and observe, wait till you feel an alignment, when you are connected, in relation, proceed. If it is not there, it is not there.
Allow yourself the freedom to be so much more, to do so much more and to be in a relationship that has so much more. What appears to be not doing is most always doing something so much more.
Ann Oswald Laird
Breathe, Zion National Park